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[21 Jun 2005|07:57pm] i moved back to va saturday yupyup.... 1 bad time| this too shall pass

[13 Apr 2005|12:49am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | arc arsenal ] so i havent updated in forever....... im still in philly. going to the art institute kevin and i are still together. HES THE GRETEST EVER. 8months:) ive had my cell back 4a long time still the same number 5716438475 ill be in jersey this weekend va the next sooo call me. in case u didnt know kevin and i have a love child his name is shibby hes the cutest farret ever. ill be dine school june 2006 the labaron has been gone for awhile i drive a mazda now i still work at okras every now and then got my eyebrow peirced still dont eat meat,,, i have an 8am class 2morrow i miss you 4 bad times| this too shall pass

school [10 Jan 2005|02:12pm] so i flushed my phone down the toilet...so i dont have it for awhile...ummm can you lovelys call me and leave a message with your number so i have it when my new phone comes! im in philly now, im acutually in computer science right now....fun... my room is awsome, its huge. but we have no enternet or cable. yet, and i have no phone. im going crazy... i dont have a tuseday class so someone should come see me!! im in room 1008! :) i miss kevin. we talked about things...finally. now i just miss him alot. it sucks... i want him here with me. ment some really cool people aready. im going to va the 14th - 18th so thatll be cool i guess thats itfornow. shout me hallers. this too shall pass

[13 Nov 2004|11:26pm] been really busy lately, okra's is awsome... cant wait to leave this town. i like him.... 6 bad times| this too shall pass

[05 Nov 2004|12:01am] i think i like him to much... time to disconnect. he wont drink around me i like him to much.... this too shall pass

[26 Oct 2004|12:39am] so, um the wonderful kevin and i will be arriving to new jersey friday nite and planned on staying till monday day. were going to philly saturday day. and then to karen and lil jons party sunday! so uh any one want to give us a place to stay? i have dollars! this too shall pass

[23 Oct 2004|09:38pm] fcuk fridays.. haha got me a job at oakras today! yey Cacey so i shall train Ashley next week than go down to wednesdays and Sundays at fridays...who needs it? lol not me. going to kings dominion tomorrow with my lovely kevin :) yey this too shall pass

[20 Oct 2004|03:29pm] [ mood | excited ] kevin and i shall be in jersey for holloween! yey! going to philly to look at school and fridays and home depot and apparenments should be fun! :) i like him soo much :) this too shall pass

[17 Oct 2004|03:43pm] what you said,..makes me sad.... wont forget it though...flashbacks of my smile from when we ment..things change but its good to know that you havent forgotten... thankyou. :) this too shall pass

[16 Oct 2004|02:06am] not much has been up lately, either with kevin or working. deffenatly not complaining about that. really need to go to philly to look for places for 3 people to live haha 2 bedrooms! :) forgot to pay a ticket so i have till the 25th to do it or my liscens is suspended...shameshame....still dont have a va one though SO HA! starting server training for fridays this comming week. happy about that worked today then ment kevin and his brother ryan at the mall. he was geting a new cell. its a beep beep one! went to ruby tuesdays bought them lunch. food is good :) went over to riches for i bit. i miss him, alot....it kinda sucks. it was really good seeing him. and the poker table ha.. left there got food with kevin. then rented another movie...i think its our 3rd in like 5 days. and went to his house, again... somewheres between eating the 1st time and then the 2nd time it down poured and rained i was cold and passed out at kevins,... this is happy cuz he has a space heater!!!!! ah i was great! i like him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.. he makes me happy!!! and he looks cute in the hoodie i bought him!!! aw speaking of that kevin me jamie and ryan went on a double date to the fair oaks mall and fairfax fridays. it was fun lol but we got lost...good times! dammit i like him sooo happy. but i miss my chicken.... 2 bad times| this too shall pass

[05 Oct 2004|02:20am] [ mood | loved ] i like him dammit! he makes me soo happy... :) i cant stop :) i hate leaving him, it makes me sad. i miss em. but i smile still. he told me that after i move hes might move in with his dad. who needs manassas ill have to drive farther to see him though.. this too shall pass

[26 Sep 2004|02:29am] sooo, i dont work at pac sun anymore...and thats deffenatly cool with me, that place it bored me... like alot...discount was cool, but eh i wont miss the sucky boreing mall... im in ohio right now, my grandma's funeral was today, the veiwing yesterday, so not cool... 2nd funeral in a week somehting is so not fair about that. so like i said the veiwing was yesterday, flash backs of my papap's funeral came to me..it was kind of weird.. i got to see alot of my great uncles and cusins that i hadent seen probly since my papap died, so yea,drove straight from va to ohio to the funeral home...lovely 5 hour drive, was at the veiwing for 2 hours and after we left we get a phone call from my uncle mike, thats on my moms side ..all the funeral people on my dads. but yea he says that pa.(moms dad) is have like a heart attack or something. so we rush to my moms rents house and end up taking him to the hospital...and thats where he is now. and will be till probly mid week. they have nerve tests and stuff to run on him 1st. that why they know whats wrong with him...ugh... the funeral was nice...so weird though.all the little old ladies where there... it was sweet. _______________ so yea. school, i was going to start in like uh 9 days. but i really didnt want to, was totally ready to but i wanted to stay and work save money for a bit, cuz i really dont have any. i was just gonna go cuz the mother had everthing set up. i talked to her today about waiting intill january to start and she acutally thought it was a good idea that way i can take the time to pack up my stuff and buy my cameras and everything..soo fridays here i come haha im starting up again next week, and kath said shes gonna have me working 5 days a week and then train me to be a server . so ill be doing both. im happy about it. andd i get to drive my mazda! oOOHHH FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNEW IT WAS GONE..karen found the liscens, it was in her laundry? haha she said it fell out of her dryer the other day. which means its been there since not this past time i was in jersey but the time before.. so yea shes mailing it to me! but that is all for the moment! to bed i go. ill be back in va tomorrow! oh i love deme, by the way. i do shes awsomely great and i miss her this too shall pass

[23 Sep 2004|04:37pm] my grandma died yesterday...im going to ohio tonight for the funeral, i dont think i have any tears left.... 2 bad times| this too shall pass

[19 Sep 2004|01:58am] did you ever realize that it always seems to rain on the day of a funeral you attend..its like a movie, it rains but in the next scene its sunny, thats how the other day was.. i saw katie and jeff and i almost felt gulty to be happy around them... but its better than being sad i guess... i went to see katie at her dorm tonight, had an adventure with deme today, she got some peircings then locked her keys in the car and the cops had to come let us in but then couldnt, so took us in the cop car to the station till her mom could come get us, then we dropped Z off and ate then went to see katie and shana and crew at katies dorm, that was fun, Kevin called me;) but i didnt have service so i called him back lol then he called me back to tell me he was trashed and on libera looking for his car...my heart droped , he dropped his phone and his keys while walking to his car, hes driving home right now and theres nothing i could do to stop it, he knows that he could wreck and he knows how i felt about that stuff, and hes going home, driving home by himself, i cant stand it, i told him to call me when he gets home.....it upsets me beyond anything....... comming back to va tomorrow, this past weekend was so weird,...but the next couple weeks are going to be nuts...im going to the art institute of philly. going for photography...i start the 4th of october..thats really, really soon almost to soon for me, i just found out this week, i kinda dont want to leave believe it or not, but the sooner i leave the sooner i can be done, so its for the best i guess... im worried about him my shana turns 18 sooonn!!!!! i want to call him but dont want to be the reason something bad happens....he needs to call me soon.,....dammit i hate it...... i have my cell back so shout a hallER! 1 bad time| this too shall pass

[17 Sep 2004|11:07pm] so im in jersey, i really hate that im here for this reason ,.. its soo bizzar, it still hasnt hit me, even though all the images in my head are soo real, its crazy,..... this too shall pass

...... [15 Sep 2004|02:54am] im pist off that its bringing us all back together, it makes me soo sad, we always joked about how youd never reach age 25, but knew in our heads that youd prove the world wrong. i hate that so many times we avoided you,.. now i realize how much i was hardly around you. its sad that we kinda stoped talking, ill never delete your screen name. you always said hey. i know its wrong, but maybe not, i want to bring a balloon for your birthday.. not to the funeral, but to the tree the one where katie will end up taking me... its so sad,...it makes me sick, these hits they keep getting closer to home. if they get any closer i might be next... oh haha do you remember last 4th of july... man..ocean city than brians house then to mine! ill never forget that... ill never forget you. many were closer to you. but we had our times.... i hate that i have to say this... but ill keep you in my thoughts.... always... rest in peace zippel...... 3 bad times| this too shall pass

[31 Aug 2004|03:22am] mann soo much has happend.. i dont even know what to type, between school, work. at fridays and pac sun. seeing people that i havent in so long, meeting awsome new people, losing someone as well, going to a KICK ASS show and haha gettin in for freee, maken all the scenesters pist hahahaha dammit. too much to type. alls i have to say now is that i just got home, and joey ran over a tree that was in the middle of the road and now that tree will never live again..THEN he hit a frog...who was gay and loved birds....gosh its sad! this too shall pass

[22 Aug 2004|02:08am] theres something about a guy in a green dress belt and hat and a skinny hot guy in a tight ass hooters shirt walking towrds my car down a dark drive way that makes me really happy hahaha work was okay today i guess worked a double, i think joey quit...nick and him got into a stupid ass fight cuz the kitchen people are fucken stupid...geez joey is hot...heh the girlfriend neeeeedds togo..she came in to work today..asked for joey. i had to walk away. i started laughing...man it was funny... but damn when he walked outta fridays and started yellin it was really sad..kath is gonna be pist when she finds out what happend.... lalela start school monday. really not excited about that . at all.....stupid. well gotta go clean my room so the rents dont freak. heh i think its sooo funny. the mother still thinks i smoke. i would llooovve to know what else she thinks i do. she got pist at me at the dmv cuz i didnt have my licsens and i mean i was pist tooo i didnt realize i didnt have it. but then she goes into this hole big thing bout how i probly did something i needed to use it for and lost it. so dang she figured me out.. i went bought me and all my friends ciggaretts, THEN went and got porn. a couple of peirceings and a bunch of ttoos..than decided geez im bored found a club. got bored with that so i drove to canada bought beer then drove. drunk. to a stripp club and lost my lliscens there.. man shes good... hahaha i cant help but laugh when shes mad like that, i mean thats whats running through my head. now i shall go talk to christian and go to sleep:) 1 bad time| this too shall pass

[20 Aug 2004|02:18am] sooo i deffenatly know what im going to do in school now. im going to major in Photo and a minor in Multimedia which is graphic design, web publishing, video stuff, and all that jazz ;) i think that is good for me.. that way i can take hot pictures of rockstars for the rest of my life!! i figure thats what im ment to do hahahahaa went to the fair lastnight with kaytlin and ment up with her friend. he was pretty cute! haha saw master and peter too. but that was at starbucks. um hun out with tim and jermey tooo.. haha the fair was fun!! i love kaytlin! i think were going again tomorrow... tomorrow...that reminds me, i go to work at 10am hhaha fun...its sad the other day was tims last day, hes going to old diminion ..so sadd hahah i guess im just gonna haveta visit him...so sad.. its right by the beach!!! i get my hair cut tomorrow as well.. fun stuff. cleaned the hosue today. but not my room which is what i wanted to clean. figures... its getting there though. soo its like 230 am and my rents are still out partyin.. ha. aint that the way... think i might be hangin out with peter and andrew tomorrow if the fair thing doesnt work out. i dont get off till 8though, i hope i get out on time.... this too shall pass

[17 Aug 2004|02:23am] soooo.... the show is tomorrow and that is deffantly awsome...i get to see christian :) yey. itll be weird going with out april.. but! i will have others with me and its gonna be a great show. been working alot this week, i have off tomorrow though! halla kenny is covering for me! speaking of work i start pac sun on monday. i also start classes monday.goo nova?? its cool though i only have classes 3days a week. school 2 jobs...shows good times.. um yea. so i hung out with ashley after work ment her family,..yey. went to starbucks twice@ got to see peter!! yey peter, hes pretty!!! no master or katlyn though that was a little sad, saw will real quick though, he was with the girlfirend....heh,.so after that ash and i got melissa! she looks soooo freaken awsome!!!by the way!!!! yey! gave ashley one of the kittens there are 4 left were keeping 2, that means one is homeless still.. sadness... so yea, ashley left with the kitten and robbie came over and we all went to mels house to watch lost boys. good movie.. heh dont know how it came up, im sure i started it but they were sayin how i seem to uhh cut into peoples relationships alot...hahaha i thought it was funny, but i really do...all well...i guess.it happens. on a completly different topic. hung out with josh and joey. i had alot of fun. i acutally went home happy, havent done that in a long time. josh is soo freaken funny. cept for the part when he got sick...but right after back to funny.. and im sorry but joeys hot. and i like maken out with him.....alot......thats probably bad, but everything hes ever said about us, hes right, i realized that last night... :) dont think thats bad. not for me atleast..haha or him really...it was awsome haven him drag me around meeting everyone. it was weird not knowing everyone though... -cant wait to see the guys tomorrow!- this too shall pass

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